Mary who was 6 years old opened her eyes and could barely make out what was happening. She remembered that she had cancer and was on her way to the hospital. The only Doctor that could help was with her when the boat crashed. He told Mary before the crash happened that "I am with you and I will help." Mary's head hurt real bad. Mary could still think clearly even though she hit her head on something when the boat crashed. Not only was Mary not focused but her body was all messed up as well. Both arms were in excruciating pain and she could not feel her legs.

Mary heard a familiar voice. It was the Doctor (God) telling her that they were in a boat accident on the way to the hospital but not to worry because I am here for your spiritual good/Christlikeness and my Glory. Mary trusted the Doctor because He was wise and able to do spiritual heart surgery. Spiritual surgery was more important to Mary than getting rid of the pain, so Mary was happy in her spirit but pain "which is not pleasurable" in her body. (Her will being inline with God's will/wills includes "Joy in God."
As far as Mary could tell she was on a beach. She could feel the soft sand underneath her. And she could also hear the waves hitting the shore because of the storm. Plus she was all wet and freezing.
Just then the Doctor came by that Mary remembered. Mary couldn't say a word because of all the pain she was in. But she could still see the loving Doctor kneeling beside her with a comforting look. The Doctor told Mary that he loved her and that "in this world you will have trouble" I will be there in the trouble taking out death in you. And of course Mary wanted the cancer out so she trusted the Doctor to get the cancer out. He took out the surgical knife, put His hand firmly on my shoulder for comfort and said "This is for your spiritual good and My Glory." The Doctor then began to cut my stomach open and started cutting out the death and cancer in me.
"It really hurts right now." Mary says, but I know I am getting better right now because Him cutting my sin/death/cancer out is a good thing. The pain felt while the cancer was being cut out by the Doctor was minimal compared to what she deserved. Therefore she shouldn't complain but thank the LORD for being merciful during what is the worst thing ever experienced by Mary so far in her life. Lam. 3:39 ¶ Why should any living mortal, or any man, Offer complaint in view of his sins?
A good thing is happening to me. A spiritually God glorifying thing all around and a temporal, minimal pain now. Soon He will cut it all out, He promised. Him cutting out death in me is a good yet painful thing all at the same time. Good and happy cuz I can see and want the Glory of God.
Now if Mary could see that God was holding back full judgement and that the judgement that was held back was what Christ purchased on the cross for her. Mary would now see the intended special full Glory of God on display in Christ at the cross.
Remember in the first story Mary didn't know that "the man" causing the pain was The Doctor the Lord Jesus Christ.
Hebrews 12:11
No discipline seems pleasant at the time, but painful. Later on, however, it produces a harvest of righteousness and peace for those who have been trained by it.
Psalm 94:12 Blessed is the man whom you chasten, O LORD, and teach him out of your law.
New International Version Is. 45:7
I form the light and create darkness, I bring prosperity and create disaster; I, the LORD, do all these things.
I form the light and create darkness, I bring prosperity and create disaster; I, the LORD, do all these things.
NASB Job 5:18 "For He inflicts pain, and he gives relief: He wounds and also his hands heal."
See the difference between Mary seeing clearly after hitting her head and Mary being not focused in the "No hope and some hope versions"?
If we can "behold the glories of God in Christ" during some of the most painful situations then sanctification by faith in beholding the Glory of Christ happens from glory to glory by the Spirit.
















